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Imperfect
![]() A Whisper from my soul
All things that humans do are all charged to their faults.
God made our mind to control anything and made our heart to balance everything.
But what really lies from that existence depends on one's self.
What you do in your life depends on your strength and courage.
One beginning, different plot, one end; that's the real story of life.
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Journal: Of Rains and Rainbows
Sunday, June 04, 2023
1:13:00 AM
A lot has changed in me over the course of a few years. It wasn't the kind of change that was self-destructive. Instead, I changed in a way that allowed me to truly discover who I am. I changed for the better. I gained a deeper understanding of myself and learned things I never thought I was capable of doing. But most importantly, I conquered my fear by stepping out of my comfort zone. I experienced two breakups since I last posted here, and they turned out to be transformative experiences. They made me stronger and helped me emerge as a better person. I didn't see them as a waste of time or energy. Instead, I viewed them as valuable learning processes. It took some time for me to fully grasp these lessons, but the journey was worthwhile. After going through those breakups, I embarked on a journey of self-realization and personal growth. The pain and heartache that accompanied those experiences served as catalysts for introspection. I began to question my own beliefs, desires, and aspirations. Through this process, I discovered parts of myself that I had long neglected or overlooked. In the midst of my healing, I learned to embrace solitude and appreciate my own company. I realized that being alone doesn't necessarily equate to loneliness. It became a time for self-reflection, self-care, and self-discovery. I delved into activities that brought me joy, pursued hobbies that sparked my interest, and dedicated time to nurturing my passions. During this period, I encountered moments of doubt and sadness, much like the rains that sometimes pour heavily. But I also came to understand that rain brings growth and renewal. It waters the seeds of resilience within us, allowing us to bloom and thrive. In time, the storms within me subsided, and I began to see the emergence of rainbows. These rainbows symbolized hope, beauty, and the promise of brighter days ahead. I embraced the lessons I learned from my past relationships and channeled them into becoming a better person. I became more compassionate, not only towards others but also towards myself. I learned to set healthy boundaries, prioritize my well-being, and practice self-love. I recognized that my worth and happiness should not be dependent on external factors, but rather stem from a deep-rooted sense of self. Through self-realization, I understood that embracing change and embracing myself were intertwined. I began to embrace my strengths and weaknesses, accepting that they make me uniquely human. I let go of perfectionism and embraced the journey of self-improvement, acknowledging that growth is a lifelong process. As I emerged from the shadows of my past, I carried with me the vibrant colors of the rainbow. Each hue represented a different aspect of my newfound self. The red symbolized passion and determination, the orange embodied creativity and enthusiasm, the yellow radiated optimism and joy, the green represented growth and balance, the blue conveyed tranquility and inner peace, and the violet embraced spirituality and self-reflection. In the end, the breakups were not the end of my story but rather the beginning of a new chapter in my life. They served as catalysts for self-realization and transformation, allowing me to emerge as a stronger, wiser, and more authentic version of myself. With each passing storm, I now welcome the opportunity for growth and the chance to witness the beauty of rainbows in my life. |