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Imperfect


A Whisper from my soul
All things that humans do are all charged to their faults. God made our mind to control anything and made our heart to balance everything. But what really lies from that existence depends on one's self. What you do in your life depends on your strength and courage. One beginning, different plot, one end; that's the real story of life.

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» Repost: A Prayer
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» Musing: My Own Shadows
» Journal: The Greatest Gift I Received On My Birthday
» Musing: The Other Side of Me
» LitWork: Acrostic Poetry by Me
» Hades by Aki Kitsune
» An Assassin's Prayer


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Musing: Another Rant!
Friday, June 29, 2007 7:40:00 AM
Life can be incredibly unfair at times.

Every time na nakikita ko sila, nagi-guilty ako. Feeling ko ang laki-laki ng kasalanan ko sa kanila. Every time nakikita ko sila, naaalala ko lahat.

Siguro akala nila, ok na ako. Na naka move on na ako. Pero hindi nila alam 'yong feeling na.. mahirap ipaliwanag. It's as if I carry a heavy burden every time they look at me.

I can't explain why I can easily solve other people's problems but struggle with my own.

I can't put into words the emotions that surge within me when I see them when they look at me. All I know is that it hurts.

Kung kayang ko lang ibalik 'yong nakaraan gagawin ko bumalik lang sa dati ang lahat.
"Nobody said it was easy,
It’s such a shame for us to part,
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard,
Take me back to the start."
- The Scientist by Coldplay

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