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Imperfect
 A Whisper from my soul
All things that humans do are all charged to their faults.
God made our mind to control anything and made our heart to balance everything.
But what really lies from that existence depends on one's self.
What you do in your life depends on your strength and courage.
One beginning, different plot, one end; that's the real story of life.
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Musing: Voice Memo #7
Wednesday, June 25, 2025
7:53:00 PM
Hello Lakay, Hindi ko alam kung paano ko 'to sisimulan. A part of me wishes na sana hindi ko 'to kailangan gawin, pero madami akong gustong sabihin, hindi lang para sakin, pero para sating dalawa.You have been such an important part of my life. You've been my comfort, my light, my calm in the chaos. I was the happiest when I was with you, the kind of happiness that made me forget the rest of the world existed. You made me laugh a little louder and love a little deeper. You changed me for the better. I became more open, more honest, and more in touch with who I truly am. You saw parts of me I tried to hide, and instead of walking away, you stayed and helped me heal. Letting go of someone like you is never easy. But sometimes, love also means knowing when to step away, even when it hurts. Ngayon alam ko na, na hindi tayo meant na maglakad ng sabay pero hindi ibig sabihin ay hindi naging maganda yung mga oras na pinagsamahan natin. Salamat sa lahat. For loving me the way you did, for the memories, for the laughter, and even for the tears that taught me strength. You deserve happiness Lakay. And I will always wish you the kind of happiness you brought into my life. You'll always be a beautiful part of my story, and I will carry that with me kahit saan ako mapunta. PS. If my life begins again, I will always choose you. Every time, in every lifetime. -FIN- Labels: Musings Musing: Confessions in the Hazy Shadow
2:02:00 AM
The past few months have been rough, emotionally draining, and full of overthinking. I found myself questioning everything, feeling low, alone, and completely lost. But in that darkness, I had a quiet realization: it's okay to feel this way. These emotions, as heavy as they are, are part of being human. I don’t have to push them away or pretend they don’t exist.Acceptance doesn't come from outside validation. It starts from within, by giving ourselves the space to feel, to break, and to heal. And sometimes, that’s enough to begin again. Labels: Musings, Random Thoughts |
